& so it is;

I was thinking about going to the mall & buy some new make up.. but then I thought about it; even make up can’t hide how weird my nose looks.. how fat my face is.. how my eyes are too big.. or just my ugliness in general.
I try to block out those thoughts & say “PSH ! I’M FUCKIN BEAUTIFUL” but, I’ll think that for just a few minutes & then I’m back to my old self/thoughts.
Not only will I ever ever ever be good enough for anyone, but myself too.